Sunday, October 10, 2010

he's disgusting me...

kenape kau muncul dlm hidup ku dulu? kau musnah kan semua harapan yang di amanatkan kepadaku.... kau mmg jahat..kau xdpt bezakan yang penting dan yg mana todak..kawan2 kau lbh penting dari ku...walaupun aku bergelar kekasihmu...yg engkau kate org terpenting dalam hidupmu...tp, siape aku sebenarnya...jgn sia-siakan aku...aku lbh berhrp untuk menjadi temanmu, dr keksihmu..keranamu, kwn2 mu lbh penting dr kekasihmu...kwan2 mu lbh dkt dgb mu berbanding keksihmu...

 aku bosan dgn kerenah mu.. aku rindu tmn2 ku...kwn2 ku, aku perlu kan kamu... aku perlu kan smgt drpda mu....dtg lah dn berikan smgt kepadaku...aku mohon kwn2 ku...





ap yg patut aku lakukan ni? tinggal kan die or still hubungan ngan die....atau buat2 xtau pasal die...come on nurulfatin...final exam just around the corner...you said want to hv flying colours result...so, don't let he affect your study...CONCENTRATE!!!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

kebosanan yang melanda....

bermula dari bangun tidow, sampai pagi ni, aku belum kuar ag dari bilik...xde mo0d nak kuar...xtahu nak kuar ngan sape... member ad kelas ag smlm...kemalasan yang melanda diri aku ni, sampai aku sanggup xkuar makan.... masuk ari ni, dh 2hari aku xg mkn... gara-gara malas nk kuar.... bler hari ad kelas, aku doa, nk cepat2 cuti, bler cuti, aku doa biar cepat2 ade kelas... manusia jenis ap la aku ni.... aku rasa macam tertekan gler duk kat cni... dh la kosong je... xtahu nk wat pe...someone promise to come to me yesterday, but, until now, he still not here, with me.... WTH with him???? last aku tgok pemandangan luar bilik, mase balik dari kelas organic chemistry....suasana malam yang sangat indah, dingin....cantik, lampu2.....aku suke tengok suasana malam....mendamaikan....best nye, kalau ad org nk ajak aku pergi pantai ke, air terjun ke, sungai pun jadi la....coz, aku tensi0n ngat skrang ni....susah bler kite nk orang faham kite...asyik2 kite je kene faham orang....ari isnin ni ad quiz organic chemistry...xstudy lagi...tension sangat2, sampai nak bukak buku pun malas....had0iiii.... ap nak jadi ni.....i've to concentrate on my study.... i should....but, i can't.... a lot of tensi0n makes me feel bored and don't have mo0d to study... besides, mg final exam pun just around the corner... and i don't want to repeat my sem... i want to pass  with flying colour...susah la... macam ni.....isnin pagi ade naik ijazah cekak silat...xtau la sampai kul brape...yang pasti, kene balik sebelum malam coz, aku ade quiz plak malam tu...

Monday, September 27, 2010

raya dinner

i am so tired tonight...start from 7.++ am, i wake up and start helping my mother because my sister wants to make feast tonight... this morning, I skinned nuts because my mother want to make 'nasi himpit'. my mother also makes nasi minyak and puding buah... they are so delicious... this feast was held at my sister home at binjai. a lot of people came, and they are various...my brother in law buy sate... the foods that was served just enough for the guests.. tomorrow, i will back  to my ump, and start my boring day again and again and again....huhuuhuhuu... so pity for me.... i eat nasi minyak with ayam masak merah first, and when all guests had gone home, i eat nasi himpit... all the food was prepared by my mother... her cooks was very-very delicious...i am very proud of her.. she is the best mother in the woorld....haahhaaa... then, i went to shop to buy, mineral water, cucumber, ice, plates and glass plastic.. i go with my mother foster child.. they are sibling of three.. first, along, or aslan. he was in standard six ah sek. keb. pusat. second, angah or amirul, he was in standard four at sek. keb. pusat and the last one is aiman in standard two..they all are very cute as they all larged-size...ehem..ehem...but, they really diligently to help. hohhooo..

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

i am a burfday gurl....

today is my burfday... all my frenz wish me hepy burfday....and my family too... but, I'm still waiting for someone to wish happy birthday for me... he promise me but he failed to perform his promise.... I'm very sad today although it's my burfday today....should i still love him or should i just left him? i don't know what else to do.. all i know is i love him so much so that i can't left him.. he always hurt me, so, i thought he won't do that on my burfday.. but.. the reality.. he still same... nothing change.. although i said i hate him...but, the trurh is i am really love him...